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Brian Hioe on bubble tea and ‘hitting someone else's head with yours’; fine new fiction from Luke O’Neil


Today: Brian Hioe, Taipei-based editor, translator, activist, DJ, co-founder of New Bloom, and author of Taipei at Daybreak; and Luke O’Neil, author of the newsletter Welcome to Hell World, the story collection A Creature Wanting Form, and the forthcoming We Had It Coming.


Issue No. 409

In Defense of Self-Righteousness
Brian Hioe

Gone running
Luke ONeil


In Defense of Self-Righteousness

by Brian Hioe

A few weeks ago, I was in Kazakhstan for about as close to a vacation as I may ever get. I enjoyed the days of walking around broad avenues, with lots of greenery and temperate weather, and drinking kumis, a fermented milk beverage, from streetside stalls. Even so, at some point I started to crave the milk beverages of home. While exploring a crowded bazaar selling produce and tourist curios I came across a bubble tea vendor and ordered one, curious to see how it would taste in Kazakhstan. As the servers prepared my order I overheard them speaking Mandarin.

“You’re Mandarin speakers,” I said. They seemed very surprised to see that I was also a Mandarin speaker, and even more surprised when I said I was from Taiwan. Ironic, Taiwan is the home of bubble tea.

(The Kazakh bubble tea was only okay.)

“Taiwan, it’s a good place,” the older of the two women said. This was a noncommital stock reply, something you might say when you’re not sure what else to say. The two seemed never to have encountered a Taiwanese person before.

“It’s a nice place for a vacation,” I commented. I asked where they were from. Xinjiang, it turned out.

At dinner that night in a nearby restaurant, I told my companion the story. “My Yandex driver was also Uyghur,” she said.

The restaurant served Xinjiang food, which I hadn’t had in several years. When we walked in, we found a man seated at a round table with his family  staring at us. We all sized each other up in an awkward silence. 

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